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THE FALL THAT MADE ME: How I Went From Peak Performance To Total Collapse And Why It Became The Birthplace Of My Prophetic Calling
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THE FALL THAT MADE ME: How I Went From Peak Performance To Total Collapse And Why It Became The Birthplace Of My Prophetic Calling

This is the story of how my life collapsed — not as punishment, but as preparation. From Thailand to lockdowns, homelessness, betrayal, family breakdown and the death of my brother, every fall became the birthplace of my prophetic calling. What looked like failure was actually divine excavation. God stripped away everything that could not carry the mantle. This is the testimony of how collapse became the making of me — the season where God forged a prophet in the wilderness.

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When Two Kingdoms Collide: The Day Prophetic Fire Walked Into a Medieval Faith
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When Two Kingdoms Collide: The Day Prophetic Fire Walked Into a Medieval Faith

I always wondered why a Christian family turned on me with such violence when all I ever offered was kindness. But the Lord revealed the truth: it wasn’t personal — it was a kingdom clash. This post exposes the spiritual collision between prophetic, Spirit-led Christianity and Traditional Latin Mass religion. When freedom walks into fear, joy into penance, and revelation into ritual, the religious spirit will always attack. This is the story behind my breaking — and the revelation that set me free.

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When God Pulls the Plug: What Happens After a Weekend of Revelation
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When God Pulls the Plug: What Happens After a Weekend of Revelation

After a weekend of heavy revelation at Convergence, I woke up unable to stay conscious — not from exhaustion, but because God had pulled me into divine recovery mode. This post explains what happens after a prophetic surge: why your body crashes, why spiritual voltage overwhelms the physical container, and why this collapse isn’t failure but holy recalibration. If you’ve ever felt spiritually alive but physically shut down, this is your Elijah-under-the-broom-tree moment — and it’s more biblical than you think.

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The Day I Walked Out With Nowhere to Go
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The Day I Walked Out With Nowhere to Go

When I walked out of that house with nothing but a suitcase and my son’s hand in mine, I didn’t know I was stepping into the fiercest spiritual battle of my life. I left quietly. They responded with lies, traps, slander, and obsession that lasted for years. Their accusations cost me my brother and carved a wound that will never fully heal this side of heaven. But God used that fire to forge a prophet. This is the breaking that became my awakening.

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Swimming with Whales: When the Lord Calls You Deeper
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Swimming with Whales: When the Lord Calls You Deeper

This morning I dreamt I was swimming with whales in deep, tiered waters carved like ancient stone baths. When I woke, the Lord made it clear: He is calling me deeper. This journal entry is for anyone who feels the same tug — the invitation to move beyond the shallows and into the depths where the Spirit reveals His mysteries.

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